I hesitated a lot about writing this topic and yet, I found many people are suffering from this.
I did my best when I came out of it, I wrote my own story, my own song, created a website, a YouTube channel and even planning on using other media to help.
It is not a myth. It is not a fantasy. It is real. But it is not really what most of the people are thinking of.
I have been going online reading hundreds of stories about how people were suffering; I have been reading tarot reading viewer’s comments for months to find out what people were thinking and feeling; I have been searching online on relevant guidance and lastly, I had a dream myself that brought me the clarity I needed and the truth I wanted.
This journey really isn’t about reunion. Trust me. REALLY. If there is reunion, make sure this time everything is right; but if there isn’t one, it sounds even better because you now get to focus on yourself forever! I know you would probably disagree with what I am saying. How can you feel “whole” if you don’t have the other missing piece of the puzzle? How can you pretend you don’t care and unaffected even though you are so magnetically drawn to each other? What if I tell you, in fact, the longing can be forgotten, the obsession will cease after that?
It will take time, but you can get there! Trust me, the first thing you need to do is to stop thinking about the term itself: Twin Flame.
I personally don’t really pay attention to what the term stands for, or how was it formed. I believe the more you drill into the term, the more obsess you become. To focus on the why and how at this present moment to get you out of this feeling of stuck is the most important.
It is simply a phrase of life when you encounter this relationship it will trigger your spiritual journey. As simple as that. I studied those resources online, yes, there seems to be quite a few stages of this journey, but everyone is different. I had multiple ego deaths which required me to constantly humble myself and to focus on self-love and self-care. I also resonated some of the situations and emotional outburst, but no, I do not want to focus on the healing for the sake of so called “reunion”.
I agreed to a certain level it is just another term to describe toxic relationship and behaviours. What I mean is the toxic relationship pattern you have with yourself and the toxic behaviours that you allowed yourself to be indulged in. This could happen to you at the time where you thought least about changing and yet, was the exact timing that you needed the change most. And it is all about you.
First, please tell me, are you ready to wear your scars with pride? Because twin flame journey can really hurt. It broke me to the core. It almost finished me off. It was not a psychological need. It was not an emotional breakdown. It was not a hormone imbalance. It was just something that you got so stuck, so powerful that devastated all your beliefs, drained all your energy and possibly sabotaged your own time frame of life.
I was a very very strong, tough person with enormous strength. I have been through scenarios a million times worst. I was always able to pick up myself easily with willpower, inner-strength, time and prayers to God. But this insignificant experience, which meant almost nothing to me, changed me completely.
It simply went out of control. And it was meant to be.
Now I look back at the whole journey, I am so grateful. I feel so blessed that I have this unexpected experience. If not, I will never know who I am. I will never learn how to love and protect myself. I will never be able to face the real me and wear my scars with real pride.
And now my true power is finally able to stand the test of time.
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